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Psalms 69:10 Meaning: When Devotion Earns Reproach

When I wept and I fasted, that was to my reproach.

Meaning in one sentence

David's weeping and fasting brought mockery, not honor. This psalm shows that faithful devotion can draw opposition, even from those who should respect it.

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Context

Psalm 69 is a desperate cry from someone drowning in trouble. David, according to the psalm’s title, has just said that his zeal for God’s house has consumed him and that the reproaches of those who reject God have fallen on him. Now in verse 10 he describes the personal cost: his weeping and fasting, meant as acts of devotion, became fresh ammunition for his mockers. The people who should have honored his piety instead turned it into a joke. The rest of the psalm shows him pleading for deliverance from deep waters and from enemies who hate him without cause. Early Christians saw in these lines a portrait of Christ, who also was rejected even in his most holy moments.

Key Words

The word “wept” here means more than a few tears. The Jamieson-Fausset-Brown commentary describes it as “wept away my soul”, a strongly figurative picture of grief that drains a person. And “fasted” is an act of self-affliction, not for show but as a deliberate humbling before God. Together they show a man who held nothing back in his devotion. But the sting comes with “reproach.” Barnes explains that his enemies charged him with being “so superstitious, so gloomy, so fanatical.” In other words, his very earnestness was used against him. That matters because many of us expect that if we do the right thing, people will respect us. This verse tells us it does not always work that way. And that is not a failure, it is the pattern of the cross.

How Christians Read This Verse

Christians across traditions have read this psalm as both a personal cry of David and a prophecy of Christ. Protestant commentators like Barnes emphasize that David’s reproach came because of his strict religious life, which his enemies mocked as fanaticism. Reformed writers such as Calvin see David as a type of Christ, pointing out that the New Testament quotes this psalm many times about Jesus. Anglican commentators note textual difficulties but agree that the reproach was for his devotion. Catholic interpreters traditionally read it as a messianic psalm, seeing in David’s experience a foreshadowing of Christ’s rejection. All point to the same truth: faithful devotion does not always earn honor.

A common misunderstanding

A common mistake is to read this verse as proof that God does not honor fasting or tears, or that the psalmist’s devotion was misguided. In fact, the reproach came from people, not from God. The surrounding verses show that David suffered these things “for your sake.” The mockery was a reaction to his piety, not a judgment on it. This verse exposes the cost of wholehearted faith, not its failure.

Living This Out

This week, you might do something that costs you socially simply because you take God seriously: praying before a meal at a work lunch, choosing not to join in gossip, fasting for a concern close to God’s heart. And someone might roll their eyes or make a comment. That sting is exactly what this verse describes. David knew it. Jesus knew it. You do not need to hide your devotion to avoid it. You can bring that sting right back to God, as David does later in the psalm: “my prayer is to you, Yahweh, in an acceptable time.”

Main takeaway: Your most sincere acts of devotion may be mocked by others, but they are seen and honored by God.

For Families

For ages 5, 8

Sometimes you do something nice for God, like praying or saying sorry, and someone laughs at you. That happened to David. It happened to Jesus too. You are in good company.

For ages 9, 12

When David was really sad about sin and wanted to get closer to God, he cried and fasted. But instead of people saying, “Good job, David,” they made fun of him. That might happen to you if you take your faith seriously at school or with friends. This verse says: don’t be surprised. It happened to the person God loved most too. Keep going.

Questions People Ask

Why did David weep and fast in Psalm 69:10?

He was grieving over sin and the dishonor done to God. He humbled himself in repentance and devotion, but instead of respect, he received mockery.

How does this verse point to Jesus?

Jesus also wept (over Jerusalem and at Lazarus’s tomb) and fasted (forty days in the wilderness). He was mocked for his devotion, called a glutton and drunkard, and ultimately rejected. The New Testament applies this psalm to him.

Does ‘reproach’ mean God was angry at David?

No. The reproach came from other people who scorned his piety. God does not reject the humble. The surrounding verses show David bore reproach “for your sake.”

What can I learn from this verse?

That faithful devotion can be misunderstood and mocked, but that should not stop you from seeking God. David continued to pray and trust in God’s loving kindness, and so can you.

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